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Name: OMG! look at Mike! Sexy!
Location: Dover, Delaware, United States
Birthday: 4/10/1987
Gender: Female
Interests: (not in order of importance) drawing, writing fictitional stories, reading, boys; excuse me...men, color guard, drill team, sex, vampires
Expertise: Area of expertise eh? heh heh. lets just say im a nympho.
Occupation: Military
Industry: Government
Message: message meEmail: email me
AIM:  MacabrePixy
MSN: 3vilOne
Member Since:
12/11/2003
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| Hey there whomever looks at my site still. Its been a month since i last posted. sry. i havent had any access to a computer. Tony doesnt own one. I moved in with him shortly after my runaway incident. Its been great. He takes very very good care of me. I love him. Im not leavin july 13th for the navy as scheduled. plans changed. ill be leaving in the fall. if you already know the reason why, good for you, other than that, im gunna leave it as my business. I miss everybody. all my friends and whatnot. i dunno. im done talkin for now. catch ya later. Take Care Now Bye Bye Then. | | |
| Hey, another update for anyone who reads this. A couple of days ago I posted sayint hat I ran away. I wanna say now that Im sorry to everyone who worried so much about me. Thanks for all your efforts. Adam, you are the greatest ever and i love you for everything. That night I posted I got drunk and ended up pukin in the upstairs bathroom. My dad came ny askin where I was and Adam told him i wasnt there. Adam then took me out of the house and we spent the rest of Friday night in a motel and Saturday too. Early Sunday morning, Adam was gunna take me back home but his phone died so the alarm didnt go off. He took me to my house at around 11. We sat a block away in the car. I refused to get out. I didnt want to go home at that very moment. Adam took me back to his house. I ended up crashin on the floor in front of the stairs. Paul woke up and came downstairs. He saw me and asked Adam what the fuck I was doin there. Adam told him that he tried to take me home but I refused to get out of the car. Paul told him that I couldnt stay there and that I had to leave. They woke me up and Paul lectured me on how my parents keep callin him and hes tired of lyin to them. He also said that I had 20 minutes to go home. Shortly after, Cliff came by the house lookin for me. They lied to him too. He left a number for me to call and went away. Then my dad showed up lookin for me and they lied again. After that Adam told me that I had to go. We were debating where to take me cuz I wasnt going home and he knew it. We called the number Cliff left and his friend said that he was at the mall. So I decided to go there and meet up wit Cliff. I saw Allison and Matt and I explained to her what happened. I also saw my buddy Tony. I explained to him also and he told me that if i ever needed a place to stay that his place was always open to me. I took that into consideration for later. I saw Cliff for a lil then went to the movies to watch Kung Fu Hustle wit Tony and his lil bro. I said bye to Cliff then went out to dinner wit Tony. After dinner Tony dropped his bro off at his mom's house. Tony took me to his place and I stayed there Sunday night through Tuesday. The time I spent there was wonderful. He took very very good care of me. I love him so much for all that he has done. I am home now. I talked to my parents and they gave me the choice to stay home and start out wit a clean slate or stay wit Tony without a place to come back to, not even int he future. I chose to stay home just to secure a roof over my head for the future if something ever happens. I really miss Adam's company and Tony's company. I have posted too much for tonight. Im out. Take Care Now Bye Bye Then | | |
| Just sittin here at the House of Nob wit Adam. We're watchin T.V now. Heh, i've been a bad girl. I went into the main office today after 5th period, I was gunna wait there for Adam to pick me up. Turns out my dad was in there. Like a dumbass, i didnt turn around and walk out before he saw me. I asked him what he was doin and he told me that he was there for Chase, then he asked me what I was doin and I said, I don't know and walked out. I met Adam outside and he took me away from the school. The next thing know, im gettin a call from my dad. I ignored it. He called me again and left a message, sayin that I had half an hour to get into the school office or at home. I decided to just stay with Adam and go to his place. I'm still here. I ain't leavin until; someone finds me and picks me up. My rent's dont know where Adam lives. It was a split second decision of mine to "run away" I didnt want to go home and face them. I still will have to I know, but at least I know I got to do something exciting and rebellious. Im out. Take Care Now Bye Bye Then. | | |
| name: Aurora
female or male: female
birthday: 4/10/1987
color eyes: brown
heritaqe: ???
where do you live now: fuckin dover
aqe: 18
what you're doinq now.
listening to: Dad listening to "One" by Metallica
looking at: the computer screen
eatinq or drinking: nothing
wearing: grey Air Force sweatpants and a "class of 05" tshirt
talking to: Cliff
are you online: well if im doing this, then ya
are you on the phone: nope
your mood and why: overjoyed cuz im back wit Cliff. YAY!!
favorites.
color: black and blue
number: 13
food: I eat too much to have a fave
song: "Breaking The Habit" by guess who? Linkin Park
show: I dont watch tv.
animal: cats and killer whates
drink: anything peach flavored
snack: fruit snacks
dessert: cheesecake!!
store: Ebay bitches
past time: being in England
childhood toy: i dunno
person: I cant pick faves
eye color: blue
car: the one i have now. A 91 Mazda Protege
salad dressinq: EEW!! GROSS!!
article of clothinq: tank tops
your bedroom.
describe your bed spread: Dark blue and light blue
color of your walls: filled w/ Linkin Park pictures and whales
have a tv: yes
have a radio: yes
stuffed animals on your bed: definitely
how many pillows: 8
do you like your bedroom: yes
do you have a biq closet: no
what position are you in when you first qo to sleep: back
what position are you in when you first wake up: there is no description for the positions I wake up in.
what's under your bed: nothing. I have a waterbed
this or that.
coke or pepsi: coke
mcdonald's or wendy's: McDonald's
tv or radio: radio
car or truck: car
zebra or qiraffe: neither
penquin or dolphin: dolphin
tea, water or soda: tea
hamburger or hot dog: hotdog
britney or christina: fuck them both
brad pitt or ashton kutcher: brad
real world or road rules: real world
rap or rock: both
colored or black and white pictures: colored
sugar or spice: sugar
unicorns or fairies: faries
real ghost or imaqination: imagination
hard bed or soft bed: soft
raqqedy ann or andy: neither
love or lust: love
first thinq that comes to mind.
mules: ass
blinkinq liqhts: christmas
homosexuals: Allison
whores: I've been called that
outkast: ME!!!
the dentist: wisdom teeth
your childhood.
did you always get your way: nope
did you have any pets: dogs and cats
did you have a special blanket: nope
GI joes or barbies: Barbies
did you think there were monsters in your closet or under your bed: nope
did you turn off the liqht and jump in your bed so nothing would qet you: yeah
were you scared of the dark: no
favorite friend when you were little: Ashley
did you go to the zoo or the circus: circus
did you think ninja turtles really lived in the sewer: No. I aint that stupid
did you build snowmen: yes
did you have really bad hair cuts: fuck ya
random.
if a fat person knocked you over what would you do next: give him an evil look
wasn't the pink power ranqer awesome: i didnt like her. I liked the yellow one
what's the weirdest dream you've ever had: i killed myself on accident
ever seen a ghost: nope
what are you scared of: nothing...yet
do you have a disposal in your kitchen: yep
what's your great grandmother's name: couldnt tell you
what's something you can't qet enouqh of: sex
what do you wish you were doinq now: Cliff
future kid's names: Deklan or Kayden or Saden
how do you control your anger: Linkin Park
how do you relieve your stress: Linkin Park
curse: every fuckin day
drink: im a newbie at it
smoke: nope
are you a strong person: stronger than most
do you like to burn candles: i prefer it over incense
how many candles are in your room: too many
what's your dream car: I dunno
what do you wish your room looked like: A burgundy red lair
ever been burglarized: Nope
how many liqhts are in your house: 8
how many phones are in your house: including cells...6 | | |
| Hey guys more to add...I wrote a letter to Cliff. I miss him so fuckin much. Every day i check the mail hoping to find a letter self addressed to me from him. Every day I think of how things were, i think of him, how he looked, how he smelled, how he felt, how he treated me. A part of me wants him back. The other part thinks that its not a good thing. I dunno. All the friends that I have made don't fill that hole in my heart where he remains a memory. The hole that Paul made has mended itself. Its done. I have to figure out a way to mend this gap in my life. Nobody else I know can help me. Not Austin, Not Brock, Not Adam. No One but Cliff himself. I love him so much and i betrayed him for my own selfishness and foolishness. I ruined everything between us for something that isn't even all that great. Being single with interests is not all that I thought that it would be. Its just so much more drama, more drama than i would have if i had him for a BF still. I regret doing what i did, for doing everything that I did to him. Im so sorry sweety. And im sorry to everyone else that I brought into my life, my troubles. Austin, Brock, Adam, Brandon, im sorry. | | |
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